Vacation at last!! It’s been quite a while since I had more than 3 hours of sleep. There is more catching up to do. Editing was tough, but not as pocket-breaking as before. At least there are pennies left for me to enjoy summer, haha, if I could. At least I will have a little more time for myself now, pampering even my smallest nail and shortest hair, well speaking of hair, I need some trim, my hair, my nails, and everything in me that grows is constantly reminding me that I am alive. Back to long haired dottie, same old me…sigh. I wonder what happened to ____. Feeling the long hair now? Well, doesn’t fit you anyway. After being bombarded with so many projects, finals, activities, it’s time for me to look back now. Being one of the organizers of the CAS tribute was exhausting yet the feeling of joy is there, and sadness, of course, would never fail to cross my mind, knowing that the people I usually see walking in the corridors of our home floor, the people I am usually with whenever we practice a new dance for a performance or a play for a production, they are the people who’ll leave the portals of the school and continue on with their lives. It’s so touching to see them cry after watching the clip I’ve prepared with Manong dollar and Ms. Eltee. It’s so amazing how I realize those four years is that simple and that short, but long enough to gain those memories. Then again, life continues, and who knows, our paths may cross again and when that time comes, memoirs will all linger and it’s nice to reminisce. Well, red heads, lilac people and blue educators, though I have not shared a lot of memories to the blue and lilac, still you are a part of my life, still you were able to cross my life even once, even in a single photo I put in the clip. The moment I saw your faces, you were already there, in my heart and it will stay with me forever. And life goes on, practicum is fast approaching, I have less than a month to be back to the mainstream. No worries this time, I hope. Life is great and God is good, so why worry? After all, the two defense and presentations we surpass is enough for us to say that we beat it and we did not mess around. There are so many things in my mind right now, clamoring to be written, to be voiced out, and I can’t seem to fit them all here. All I know is that this sem was great, exhausting, expensive, exhilarating, bombarding and the like (you just go on until you’re done with all the adjectives). Achievements are present, and I am thankful to God for all of those. I can’t say that it is my favorite sem, but it would probably be the next to my favorite. In short, the whole of my third year as a Comm. Arts student was the most remarkable and noteworthy. Need not to mention everything because I can’t seem to put them in words, I just know that it’s here, deep within me. I am not a novice when it comes to expressing myself in words, everyone knows that, I am a rationale person and I want everything to be explained further, but this time, I guess words are improper. I think this is the time when they say that you need not talk, it just lingers and it shows even if people can’t read minds.
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